30 jan 2010
ptg 2 ak blik uma...cz ad knduri arwh kt uma mbe...tok arwh mk n ayh die...due2 da mnggal...b4 smpai uma 2, sggsh kt kdai buah kt tmn yysn...ingt kn nk g bli kt tmpt adk kje....tp die da blik da....
mlmnye....
blik je dr kndri, dok lpak2 kt uma...wt air milo....ade adk....mk n mbe....ingt lg, ak wt air milo cair...hu2.....dok borak2, tgo la adik da gemok...'dik, ko da gmok dik' abes la...jdk cm bman t....' (bman 2 abg).. die pn isau....xlme pas 2 die ckp kt mk sok pg nk g men ftsal kt kg jawa...mk pn isau la cz die xde rht...tbe2 nk g men ftsal plak...nk xnk, ank da mnt, mk bg je la g......
31 jan 2010
pg ny, ak tny kt mk, 'adk mne mk? da g ke" awlny......... mk kte ps slt sboh , die tros g...xsmpat pn nk bkpes......ak pn wt la kje cm ari2 bese....
2.00 ptg
ak igt nk g urt tgn kt tbing tggi....tp pkcik 2 da xwt lg da....tpkse la thn skit.... pas 2 g mkn jp....blik je uma swa, tgah lapk2, tbe my bro tpon.....'ja...ko tau kn adk g men ftsal?....td abh tpon ak....die ckap adk pgsan....n tbe2 abh tpon lg skali,,,,,,,,,,ckp adk da xde.......'
subhnallah......innalillah...ak pn menangiz semahu2ny.....adk ak g mngjot...xd tggal psan...xd skit pe pn....cm ne ak nk adapi sume ni...ak pn tpn kt mydad, tp xjwb....tpn plak kt mk.....'mk, tol ke adk da xde...' 'mk bru nk g tgk ja...npe ko ckp cm 2...' sayu ny ase ati ni.....abh xbtau kt mk lg upe ny.....
smpai2 je kt hosptal, ak tros tny kt kwn2 arwh....'cm ne omar? ok x?' diorg sume geleng pale.... Ya Allah!!!! npe jdk cm ni kt ak....npe bkn ak yg d ambil....sdih ny ak...menangiz2....ak tros g kt blik myat...tgk2 arwh adk dh ade dlm peti.......subhanallah...Ya Allah.....hebat ny dugaan mu ini.........ak xbdya mnerima sume ini Ya Allah....sayu...pilu.....ak menangiz.......mk lg la....die je dok kt uma ngn mk...xdpt nk bygkn cm ne mk ms 2 cz arwh mnje sgt ngn mk....rmai yg tkjot...xdpt time...
10.00 mlm
jnzah arwah dpt blik kt uma mlm 2 jgk...abh xbg wt bdah siast......ak tgk wjah abh, ak tau die sdih...tp die thn....sbar lah sumeny....ni sume dgaan ...wlaupn phit...
ade cite yg ak dngar, arwak kna siku kt dda, n rbah tbe2 ble tgh brehat...tp coach elak dr bcrite...xpe la.....kuage ak pn xnk sman...cz wlu dpt sjuta pn, arwh xkn dpt idop blik....tok ape sume 2.... cume yg ak kesal kn n xdpt ak m'pkn smpai ble2, xd medic pn ms arwh pgsan, wlupn mmg dh ajal die, tp at lis bg la arwah bntuan dlu...ni x...d kipas je arwah...ble da lme arwah ttp xsdar, bru diorg bwk g hospital....ptot ke mcm 2....KORG DPT TIME KE SUME NI???? wlu kuat cm ne pn ati korg, ak ykin korg msti akn tkilan gk.......
adk tng lah kau dsana...aku syg ko dik....mlm ny, arwah smpat nynyi lgu timberland, apologize..............
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